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The "they" are my grandparents.

  • Nov. 29th, 2008 at 3:39 PM
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Goddammit, I hate crying. Why do I keep letting them do this to me? I try so hard not to care about what they think, but I still live with them, so it's hard, you know?

Look, I know I'm gonna need a post-college plan. I'm not stupid. Even if you did have the funds, I don't wanna mooch off you, because I don't want to owe you anything. And you know what? I was trying to talk to you guys. I was going to come out to you, since the opportunity presented itself and all, but no, you had to make it about you. What, because I'm young I don't have any problems? Good goddamn.

I know I don't have room to fuck up, okay? I know. I've known it forever. Stop trying to make me feel worse, okay? I don't know, maybe think about what you're saying once in a goddamned while. I promise, it's not as hard as you think it is, grandmother. Really. Some fucking tact is not a bad thing.

I'm so sorry I tried to share with you guys. I'll do my best not to make that mistake again.

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[info]blackjackrocket wrote:
Nov. 30th, 2008 12:03 am (UTC)
Well crap. Grandparents tend to suck though.

You know, I have something for you but I need your address. Still Limestone in Athens?
[info]profsparky wrote:
Nov. 30th, 2008 12:56 am (UTC)
I've noticed. I think grandparents are best with some miles inbetween you and them.

Oooh? And yup, same address.
[info]blackjackrocket wrote:
Nov. 30th, 2008 01:23 am (UTC)
I donno, two thousand miles between me and mine hasn't helped much.

And cool. I have a postcard for you from last year that I filled out your address but never the rest of it or anything else. Bizarre.
[info]profsparky wrote:
Nov. 30th, 2008 07:18 am (UTC)
Damn, that sucks. I do a lot better with mine when I don't have to see them much (except for the grandmother I live with. I'd be happy not seeing her ever again, I think.)

Huh. How odd. By the way, I've been thinking of making and sending out bracelets for people who might want them. Would you be interested? (This is an idea I literally only thought of today, so it may not quite happen, lol.)
[info]blackjackrocket wrote:
Nov. 30th, 2008 07:44 am (UTC)
Oh, sure! I hardly ever wear bracelets, but it'd be nice to have for when I do.

My grandmother's just mean. We told her to take care of our fish when we moved and she never fed them. Literally, never fed them. And when my mouse died, she started making jokes about it. She's heartless.
[info]profsparky wrote:
Nov. 30th, 2008 06:58 pm (UTC)
Cool! I'll try to put a post together soon.

Oh wow. That's one mean grandma. Mine's mostly just tactless, selfcentered, and increasingly juvenile as she gets older. Well, and she's about half deaf, but refuses to do anything about it. (Seriously, between her and the tv, I can't stay out front in the evening. It's so loud that I get headaches. D: )

My Scarecrow muse and I have been wondering if it's just something about southern grandmas, lol. (And why don't I have any Scarecrow icons? I need to fix that.)
[info]blackjackrocket wrote:
Dec. 1st, 2008 02:20 am (UTC)
I have no idea, but it can't be just Southern since mine's lived in Indiana her entire life, and northern Indiana at that.
[info]diana_lucifera wrote:
Nov. 30th, 2008 05:58 am (UTC)
Aww. *hugs* I'm sorry, bb.
[info]profsparky wrote:
Nov. 30th, 2008 07:18 am (UTC)
*hugs back* Thanks, bb.
[info]soralover wrote:
Nov. 30th, 2008 06:04 pm (UTC)
*hugs* I know how you feel Stephie. We need to get together when I get out of classes! Just do something, y'know? Maybe it will... help? idk.
[info]profsparky wrote:
Nov. 30th, 2008 06:53 pm (UTC)
We should! I finish middle of next week. When do you get out? lolol, we should go mock Twilight
[info]soralover wrote:
Nov. 30th, 2008 07:09 pm (UTC)
My last Final is on Friday, but after that I'm done :) The movie is so cheesy. I laughed the entire time. (We should bring Meagan and mock its child-molester creepiness XD)
[info]profsparky wrote:
Nov. 30th, 2008 07:30 pm (UTC)
Cool. Like I said, I'll be back Wednesday or Thursday next week. We should bring Meagan! Hell, we should bring lots of people! :D
[info]twilley wrote:
Nov. 30th, 2008 10:18 pm (UTC)
Ooh ooh ooh I wanna go too!!!! I only have one final on Friday (I think) and it shouldn't be more than two hours!!! Also, *hugs* sorry you had a lousy time at home. I miss teh Steffy, hope to see you soon.
[info]profsparky wrote:
Dec. 1st, 2008 03:13 am (UTC)
Hey, why not? The more, the merrier.

And thanks. I'll try to actually, you know, be on yahoo sometime soon. This is just gonna be a really shitty week school-wise, so don't be surprised if I'm not really around until the weekend.
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