Well, since the semester from hell is over, you'd think I'd be feeling better, right? I guess not. :\ Honestly, I think a lot of it is that now I'm "allowed" to be upset, you know? I don't have to hold it together to get a paper done on time, or anything. Well, that and the fact that instead of having less stress now, I just have different stress. Sigh.

I mean, let's see here. I'm currently so angry at, upset with, and disappointed in one of my longtime friends. Like... I ignored her phone call earlier, and I'm ignoring her online right now, because I am so, so... I don't even have a word for it, I'm that... that. Yeah.

And well, I keep stressing out about other stuff, too, but eh. I've been thisclose to crying all day, but I think I'll be okay now. I'm about to go see James, and he's gonna make me cocoa and we're gonna watch Gargoyles. Yay. Hopefully I won't bawwwww all over him, haha.

So... yeah. My depression, let me show you it. :\

Hamlet is officially nicknamed HamHam. Or Hamtaro. The play is now known as Green Eggs and Hamlet. I am now known as a crazy person, aussi.

Je veux dormir, mais ce n'est pas possible. Parce que les ananas ne parlent pas. C'est vrai. Tout les ananas. Ils ne parlent pas. Merci Ananas, merci. Je ne sais pas si ma francais est bien ou mal. C'est plus tard.

(NOTE: I am tres desolee about the lack of accents in this post, but I'm too lazy to figure it out at this very moment. *shrug*)

Yo soy una Studentin. Ich kenne ein bisschen Allemand. J'ai oublie most of my espanol. Je suis triste. I should be writing. My paper, that is. Bien sur. Alors. Alors.

My name is Lucille, and I know how you feel. :D

Konnichi wa! !Hola! Bonjour! Guten Abend! Sup y'all?

Apparently, HamHam's crazy is contagious. I have no idea what the hell this post is about, sorry. Ich kenne nicht. The door is open. I have quite a bit of outline, as well as some actual paper-text. Perhaps I should go to bed. Hmm. Never gonna give you up/ Never gonna let you down/ Never gonna run around/ And desert you

I think when I'm not paper writing, I'ma writing some crazy!fic, probably of the orig fic variety. I do think the Doc (no I haven't talked about that character or what he's from on here before, don't worry) needs some fleshing out. Or some fleshing at all. Heh. Or or or. Augh, let me not ramble about my orig fic. 'Cuz when I talk it out, I never write it down. No offence, y'all. (Y'all? I swear, I'm not a real Southerner, it's just a convenient word, okay??)

By the way, it's electric! (You can't see it it's electric! You gotta feel it it's electric!) (This song + Megavolt footage = one of the best vids I've ever seen. For srs.)

Okay, that's enough out of me. For reals. (Boogie woogie woogie)

So, it's that time again. Time to register for classes, that is. I can't register at the moment (although I think I'm supposed to be able to? Hmm), but I have my classes planned out.

ENG 234 (Honors World Lit II)
ENG 305 (Brit and Amer Lit I)
FRN 202 (I'm pretty sure this is self-explanatory)
MATH 157 (Intro to Statistics, and lol, the MOG sponsor is teaching it)
POS 200-1 (American Gov't or something)
KNES 117 (Health and Wellness)

So, yeah. 17 hours again. Well, I actually did better when I had more hours (er, apparently), so I'm taking more this time. I'm also trying to make up for dicking around wasting my time in the three semesters of German that didn't get me anywhere. I'm not taking it anymore after this semester. I mean, I was taking it for fun, and it's not fun anymore, so... :P

And yeah, I'm still an English major. My ENG 233 prof convinced me. Hey, as long as I can stay away as much lit crit/theory than as possible, I'll be fine. *still hates book reports*

I should probably get to work on that Hamlet paper, lol. (In... a few more hours.)

Holy shit, I'm actually writing something today! :O

As you can see, I've been messing about with the layout. I have a tag list now! :D

Okay, so Christina and Charity got me what has to be the best birthday present ever. They got me a Riddler clock! XD <3 It's amazing.

Also, lol yay, today's my birthday. *is sick and has to write a paper, lol*

WHY YES, WE CAN HAS!!!!!


The is the first time in quite a while that I've felt proud to be American.

Uh, lol assumptions. The long nights (plus cold) is a comfort for me. I wait all year for this!

GUYS. GUYS. GUESS WHAT.


THERE WAS FROST ON THE GROUND THIS MORNING! EEEEEEEEEE!

I accidentally your mom.

I hate people, school's trying to eat me, and I'm hungry, tired, kinda lonely, and kinda bored. Also, I'm sick of nitpicky and/or pretentious college students. I'm sick of The Inferno and the ignorant class discussions it inspired. I'm sick of feeling like I'm invisible.

On the other hand...

I love my friends, I love the college atmosphere, I love most of my classes, I love college shenanigans. I really like intelligent discussions/debates, and college has those in spades. We're done with The Inferno, and I didn't even have to read all of it! I'm making even more friends this semester. I'm doing some of that college self-discovery, and it's pretty awesome.

Also, 50s Girl? You really do talk too much in class, and are kind of a know-it-all. But you know what? You're actually really nice to talk to one-on-one most of the time. Also, you're kinda cute, lol.

Happy slightly belated National Coming Out Day! In case anybody missed it, I'm pansexual. :D

Btw, UM buddies, just so y'all know, I'm not coming back until tomorrow morning. Uncle Carl's visiting for the weekend, and Mom and I are going to drop him off at the airport at fuck o'clock tomorrow morning, and then head on down to school.

In other news, I saw Emmy on Friday and we did some shopping, mostly of the window variety, lol. I got a couple of things, but I'm not going to say what they are until I've had a chance to show a couple of y'all in person. (I got something very lulzy! :D )

Also, what the fuck is up with lemon pie that's... not lemony? You know, the kind that's really sweet without any tart/sour in it. Doesn't that defeat the purpose of lemon pie? :P

Oh! And when Emmy and I were out and about, we saw Alice! :D :D That's exciting 'cause we haven't seen or heard from her since graduation, basically. (I added her on myspace the day before we saw her, lol. Also, Amelia found me. Myspace, you're not a total waste after all.)

In other other news, I'm still pretty bad at hearts. Just sayin'.

Cake and boobs: two great tastes that go great together!



I love college.

Yeah, I'm really just posting to show off my new icon. I've been wanting some sort of Pride icon for a while, as well as a Scorpio icon, so... Let me combine my various perving tendencies into one icon! Hooray! XD

Also, lol House again.

I'm FINALLY done with that goddamn paper. So he assigned another one of course. What a bastard. >:|

This class is trying to eat me alive.

In other news, 'Stina and I went to Walgreen's yesterday. I bought some black lipstick (lol, like I wear makeup) and a red spidery goblet thing. I love Halloween.

*drinks soda out of the goblet thing and acts really pretentious*

In other news, Creepy James was in English 300 today. He may or may not actually be in the class anymore (lol three weeks in). It would be pretty epic if he is.

I had a dream about Rocky Horror this morning. Okay, mostly it was about Frank-n-Furter. o hawt So, now I'm watching it before I go home for the weekend.

Also, yay I actually drew something yesterday! :D Let's hope that trend continues.

OM NOM NOM CLOWN CAKE. PICS TO FOLLOW.

Hooray for supportive friends and family members.

Well, I'm back at school. :D Charity, Christina, and I watched some BTAS. <3 Riddler and his silly faces in Riddler's Reform. I'm currently curled up on my tiny prison issuedorm bed (pillow-top mattress pad for the win) half-watching Sweeney Todd.

Life is good again. :3

Yay! The henna's in my hair! (along with plastic wrap and a pillow case, lol). I'll have purty hair in a few hours.

EDIT: This stuff's heavy, btw. Also, I'm tempted to take a picture of it.

Guess who just bought a paid account and a bajillion icons? :D :D :D

Eeee! My vine egg hatched! :D :D :D

Yay, I have bangs again! :D

Hooray! More henna has been ordered! I'm gonna have purty hair. :D


EDIT: I got an insanejournal for kicks.

Yay! Wig, Emmy, and I are gonna go see TDK today! (Second time for me, third time for Wig, and the first time for Emmy. Lol.)

Also, my Amazon stuff shipped this morning! :D :D :D