Ahahaha, I wouldn't have to for any of them! :P The fun of being pan. (Seriously though, is this question pretending bi/pan/etc people don't exist, or what...?)
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hungry
Well, that was a mostly* enjoyable evening! Pics/details(?) to follow.
*No James, this is not directed at you. It's directed at Wig, who I'm gonna have toset on fire bitch incoherently at SET ON FIRE I MEANT IT THE FIRST TIME talk sternly to. Very, very sternly. With fire.
*No James, this is not directed at you. It's directed at Wig, who I'm gonna have to
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bouncy
Queers United's definition of pansexuality. Nice to see it gotten right. *thumbs up* *pansexual seal of approval*
Also, hooray movie plans are go! Also also? Well played Meagan. You had both of us going for a while there. *sighs in lolrelief and hides under desk*
And maybe I'll even get pics of me sorta dressed up on Monday. Stranger things have certainly happened.Like the circumstances that lead to me dressing up on Monday I mean whut don't look at this strikeout.
Also, hooray movie plans are go! Also also? Well played Meagan. You had both of us going for a while there. *sighs in lolrelief and hides under desk*
And maybe I'll even get pics of me sorta dressed up on Monday. Stranger things have certainly happened.
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amused
I've seen this done elsewhere on lj, and thought it was a damn good idea. So here it is, a list of things I assume you know about me.
( And here they are. I don't think any of these are likely to surprise anyone, but you never know. )
...So, I was pretty sure there was more, but I can't think of it at the moment. So I may edit more in, or I may not. Feel free to ask for clarification on any/all of this. Also, I am rather tired at this point, so some words may have gotten where they shouldn't have and made my sentences a bit strange.
( And here they are. I don't think any of these are likely to surprise anyone, but you never know. )
...So, I was pretty sure there was more, but I can't think of it at the moment. So I may edit more in, or I may not. Feel free to ask for clarification on any/all of this. Also, I am rather tired at this point, so some words may have gotten where they shouldn't have and made my sentences a bit strange.
Full disclaimer: I'm tired and a bit weepy, so I may ramble/not make any sense
I don't think I want to be an English major anymore. I don't think I can be an English major anymore.
Rozelle's class has made me realize that... I don't like it. I don't like doing literary crit. I don't like writing about other people's stuff. I want to write my own stuff.
And... I've been feeling like this pretty much all semester, but I haven't had any idea what else I could major in.
I hate that class. I mean, a lot of it is interesting, and Rozelle's actually pretty funny. But I hate it. It doesn't mean anything to me. It has no value. And it's what I would be doing for the rest of undergrad, as far as I can tell. And I don't wanna do it anymore. I'm sick of these damn essays and papers about some dead guy's writing. Ugh.
So I've been trying to think of what else I could do. And tonight I talked with my mom about this idea I've been kicking around in my head for a while. I think I want to do some sort of activism/advocacy for the queer community.
And that's so vague, I know, but it's more of an idea than I've ever had for what to do as an English major. And well... I think this is more necessary, if that makes sense.
So, I may need to change majors, but I'm not sure to what. I was thinking sociology, but I don't know. I think I'm going to talk to a prof here in the near future. The one I have in mind is really nice, and should actually be helpful; I also know from some previous conversations that she's queer-friendly, so I can be up-front about my possible new plan.
So... yeah. Thoughts?
I don't think I want to be an English major anymore. I don't think I can be an English major anymore.
Rozelle's class has made me realize that... I don't like it. I don't like doing literary crit. I don't like writing about other people's stuff. I want to write my own stuff.
And... I've been feeling like this pretty much all semester, but I haven't had any idea what else I could major in.
I hate that class. I mean, a lot of it is interesting, and Rozelle's actually pretty funny. But I hate it. It doesn't mean anything to me. It has no value. And it's what I would be doing for the rest of undergrad, as far as I can tell. And I don't wanna do it anymore. I'm sick of these damn essays and papers about some dead guy's writing. Ugh.
So I've been trying to think of what else I could do. And tonight I talked with my mom about this idea I've been kicking around in my head for a while. I think I want to do some sort of activism/advocacy for the queer community.
And that's so vague, I know, but it's more of an idea than I've ever had for what to do as an English major. And well... I think this is more necessary, if that makes sense.
So, I may need to change majors, but I'm not sure to what. I was thinking sociology, but I don't know. I think I'm going to talk to a prof here in the near future. The one I have in mind is really nice, and should actually be helpful; I also know from some previous conversations that she's queer-friendly, so I can be up-front about my possible new plan.
So... yeah. Thoughts?
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tired
HOLY SHIT, HOW DID I NOT KNOW ABOUT THIS SITE?! Doooooo waaaaaaaaant. *pines for shiny things*
In other news, yay! I got to hang out with Alice yesterday! I saw her apartment and met her roommate (he's hilarious). Then we (Alice and I, that is. Jordan had to go to work) went to Wal-Mart, where I bought some rainbow ribbon, a giant candy bar, and a bracelet-making kit thing (yay beads). Then we went to Starbucks to annoy Jordan. I got some sort of pumpkin spice drink. It was delicious. Then we went back to the apartment and watched some tv, followed by watching 300 and eating pizza. Yaaaaay!
In other other news, I had a Batman dream last night, lol.And no one was surprised
In other news, yay! I got to hang out with Alice yesterday! I saw her apartment and met her roommate (he's hilarious). Then we (Alice and I, that is. Jordan had to go to work) went to Wal-Mart, where I bought some rainbow ribbon, a giant candy bar, and a bracelet-making kit thing (yay beads). Then we went to Starbucks to annoy Jordan. I got some sort of pumpkin spice drink. It was delicious. Then we went back to the apartment and watched some tv, followed by watching 300 and eating pizza. Yaaaaay!
In other other news, I had a Batman dream last night, lol.
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excited
Happy slightly belated National Coming Out Day! In case anybody missed it, I'm pansexual. :D
Btw, UM buddies, just so y'all know, I'm not coming back until tomorrow morning. Uncle Carl's visiting for the weekend, and Mom and I are going to drop him off at the airport at fuck o'clock tomorrow morning, and then head on down to school.
In other news, I saw Emmy on Friday and we did some shopping, mostly of the window variety, lol. I got a couple of things, but I'm not going to say what they are until I've had a chance to show a couple of y'all in person. (I got something very lulzy! :D )
Also, what the fuck is up with lemon pie that's... not lemony? You know, the kind that's really sweet without any tart/sour in it. Doesn't that defeat the purpose of lemon pie? :P
Oh! And when Emmy and I were out and about, we saw Alice! :D :D That's exciting 'cause we haven't seen or heard from her since graduation, basically. (I added her on myspace the day before we saw her, lol. Also, Amelia found me. Myspace, you're not a total waste after all.)
In other other news, I'm still pretty bad at hearts. Just sayin'.
Btw, UM buddies, just so y'all know, I'm not coming back until tomorrow morning. Uncle Carl's visiting for the weekend, and Mom and I are going to drop him off at the airport at fuck o'clock tomorrow morning, and then head on down to school.
In other news, I saw Emmy on Friday and we did some shopping, mostly of the window variety, lol. I got a couple of things, but I'm not going to say what they are until I've had a chance to show a couple of y'all in person. (I got something very lulzy! :D )
Also, what the fuck is up with lemon pie that's... not lemony? You know, the kind that's really sweet without any tart/sour in it. Doesn't that defeat the purpose of lemon pie? :P
Oh! And when Emmy and I were out and about, we saw Alice! :D :D That's exciting 'cause we haven't seen or heard from her since graduation, basically. (I added her on myspace the day before we saw her, lol. Also, Amelia found me. Myspace, you're not a total waste after all.)
In other other news, I'm still pretty bad at hearts. Just sayin'.
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bouncy
How about a Pansexual Day? :3 We could celebrate it with lots of sex, or something.
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amused
Goddammit, I finally caved. I have a myspace. :\
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amused
Yeah, I'm really just posting to show off my new icon. I've been wanting some sort of Pride icon for a while, as well as a Scorpio icon, so... Let me combine my various perving tendencies into one icon! Hooray! XD
Also, lol House again.
Also, lol House again.
So, I don't think I'm going to go to MOG anymore. (MOG is an on-campus gaming group for the non UM-folk) I had a really fun time last year, especially fall semester, because it was a fun, friendly place to hang out in and I didn't really have any friends here yet. I've just been slowly losing interest since then. I still enjoy the atmosphere, though, and would go and say hi and get some drawing done. But, well...
There's a lot of offensive language that gets thrown around. A lot of people there use gay in a derogatory way, and "fag" gets tossed around a lot. I've also heard jokes about Jewish people and on and on. And it makes me really uncomfortable. Most of the MOG folks are generally pretty nice, but I don't want to be around that kind of thing, you know? And it's not really an arguement I feel like having right now, particularly since I was losing interest anyway. So I think I'm going to just quietly stop going, and if anybody asks, I'll tell them, but I'm not going to make a big deal out of it.
Yeah, I dunno. Serious post is serious. (Also, can there be pan pride merch plz? I've only found a couple of t-shirts that I'm not too crazy about.)
There's a lot of offensive language that gets thrown around. A lot of people there use gay in a derogatory way, and "fag" gets tossed around a lot. I've also heard jokes about Jewish people and on and on. And it makes me really uncomfortable. Most of the MOG folks are generally pretty nice, but I don't want to be around that kind of thing, you know? And it's not really an arguement I feel like having right now, particularly since I was losing interest anyway. So I think I'm going to just quietly stop going, and if anybody asks, I'll tell them, but I'm not going to make a big deal out of it.
Yeah, I dunno. Serious post is serious. (Also, can there be pan pride merch plz? I've only found a couple of t-shirts that I'm not too crazy about.)
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disappointed