Reject no. XVII - Xetsphaine

09:37 pm: I know I just posted like an hour ago, but I have more rambly thoughts. Sorry. :P

Dear Douchemobile,

You've been making me feel really uncomfortable lately. You're just... I don't know. You don't treat me very well. You've been kind of condescending to me, which I don't like. You... act like you're in a position where you care (to some extent, at least) about my feelings, but you've demonstrated pretty clearly that you don't. And I can say that, because when I've asked you to not to do something, or tried to explain my view on something to you, I just get brushed off like my opinion doesn't count for anything. And uh, I don't even need to explain why I don't like that, do I? I feel kind of... taken advantage of, I think, in certain respects. And I'm not exactly hurt, at this point, just because I have no reason to believe you could have done better, you know? It's just kind of disappointing, I guess. Not that it really matters that much at this point, right? :\

Frustrated and frankly, sick of this nonsense,

Sparky

Tags: *sigh*, bitch bitch bitch, fail, irl, lame, no, not so much, ugh, what, y so srs?

07:23 pm: Let me ramble at you a little while. :P
I'm so bad at explaining pansexuality. ;_; I inadvertently outed myself to one of my friends yesterday- she was cool and all, she just didn't know what it was- and I kind of flailed around trying to explain it. Fortunately, she's the kind of person who will either ask me again, or look it up (lol, fellow MAP scholar), so it's not really a problem, but still. I need a better way to explain it.

Part of the problem, I think, is that a lot of people aren't used to thinking of gender as fluid, so they don't really see how pan is any different from bi. (I mean, they're kinda the same, but kinda not.) And I'm not really equipped to explain gender to people at random, you know? :P

I dunno. It's just kinda frustrating that almost no one ever knows what pan means.

In other news, SAFE is putting up actually useful posters this year! With a room number and everything! :D

Also, the first week of classes is almost over. French and German are pretty much the same as before. (And lol, we're not going to have German for the next two weeks. I told Frau Diewald not to get sick this time) Sociology seems like it'll be okay. Advanced World Lit might be obnoxious, but it's hard to tell yet. The teacher's one of those... handwavey Trelawny-ish English teachers, if you know what I mean. And Intro to the Major is... informative. The teacher seems to trying to crush all our spirits. :\ Today was better than Tuesday. I think it's just one of those classes. You know, the ones that eat your soul a little.

Also, just because, here is a link to my Dragon Cave scroll again. I have a bunch more dragons now, including several rares! :D

Also also, lookit me new icon! XD

Tags: bomp ba bomp, gratuitous batman tag, gratuitous icon action!, i'm five years older and in college, language, nerding about, nobody knows what pan means lol, sparky has no life, sparky never gets any, tag madness!, teh gay, y so srs?, your mom believes in harvey dent

04:24 am: The Loki lj community keeps following me around. What should I do, y'all?

Tags: internets, lawls, needs moar loki, y so srs?

11:42 pm: Someone please stop me from making Batman fanmixes. Don't let me do it! Noooooooooo--

Tags: batblowjobs, batman, fangirling, halp, nerding about, oh noes, y so srs?

11:13 am: Yay! Wig, Emmy, and I are gonna go see TDK today! (Second time for me, third time for Wig, and the first time for Emmy. Lol.)

Also, my Amazon stuff shipped this morning! :D :D :D

Tags: batblowjobs, batman, hooray, i believe in harvey dent, shiny things, y so srs?, your mom believes in harvey dent

03:01 am: Lololololol fake TDK trailer
This is HILARIOUS!!!

Tags: batblowjobs, batman, lawls, y so srs?

10:20 pm: A variety of rants of different sizes. Some are more annoying or recent than others, and they're aimed at multiple people. (So don't worry, I'm not picking on anybody specifically)

( I like ranting about things )

Okay, I think I'll stop now. I feel better. :)

Tags: bitch bitch bitch, i am scorpio and i will end you, rawr, serious business, sparky has no life, sparky never gets any, y so srs?

10:24 pm: Yeah, yeah, okay. Return of the Joker was pretty good. Lamest method of revive EVER, but okay. (and one hella ugly Joker design)

Also, Ghoul is kind of adorable, in an 'I want to see the Scarecrow tell him he's Doin' it Rong, smack him around a little, and use him as a henchman' sort of way. Also, he totes sounds like Jeff Bennett when Jeff does that one accent that he does. (Allegedly it was supposed to be a Christopher Walken impression, but seriously. Compare this with this. I lol'd.) (I think I've read too much CATverse Batfic; I kinda wanna give him a sandwich, lol.)

So, mostly what I liked was seeing the Batfamily: Where are they now? It was nifty, but unless that's prominant in the show, I still don't wanna watch. Terry's still kinda boring and more of a Robin, and the style is still too streamlined. So there.

Tags: batman, lawls, y so srs?

05:58 pm: Yay, I just posted to queer_rage for the first time. A nonlurker is me! :D Posting about the stuff that I was concerned about made me feel better. (There were three minirants. If anyone's interested, I might repost them here.)

Also, anyone have any Batman fanfic recs? I prefer reading about the Rogues Gallery, but if it's well-written, I'll probably read it. (Not really into Batman/Joker, idgi. Pretty much anything else is fair game, though. :D )

Tags: batblowjobs, batman, bitch bitch bitch, fanfic, teh gay, y so srs?, your mom believes in harvey dent

11:12 pm: I'll catch up on LJ when I'm coherent again.
Less than 24 hours until extraction of wisdom teeth.


Also, TDK was fucking amazing. Hee hee, pencil trick.

Tags: batman, i believe in harvey dent, i hate those guys, irl, ow, y so srs?, your mom believes in harvey dent

12:59 am: Well, I don't know what the hell happened today, but it wasn't a good one. Oh well.

And man, I didn't realize how much I enjoyed talking to someone until I didn't get to today. (Lawl, guess who I'm talking about. XD)

What's wrong with me lately? Jeez. (Not related to the previous thought.)

...Okay, no more emo posts, like, ever. Argh. Sorry guys.

Tags: cry moar, fail, no, serious business, seriously what, what, wtf, y so srs?

05:35 pm: In which I have a religious opinion. (Oh noes)
..Or something like that. Anyway, this is a personal narrative I had to write for English class. Just felt like sharing especially since I haven't been arsed to post anything lately.

( Cut 'cause it's a paper and it's about my religious leanings, woo. )
Also, I have a new icon. XD
EDIT: Since I already uploaded it, here's the English version of Rammstein's Engel if anybody wants it.

Tags: irl, look i wrote something, mysteries of life, needs moar loki, serious business, y so srs?

06:38 pm: This is pertty long, fyi.
Ganked from pleiades_rising cos I agree.
( Rape prevention )

Tags: serious business, y so srs?

06:15 pm: I know I *just* updated, but....
Nabbed from moon_wise_muse
( Cut for length )

Tags: serious business, teh gay, y so srs?